| Well here it is again... |
[Jan. 8., 2010|02:35 am] |
| [ | Aktuelle Stimmung |
| | bored | ] | my usual time.
This happens every vacation. I sleep all day and then I'm awake all night. I don't know why. I like sunshine and become more depressed when I don't get to see it. My body seems to be determined that I be a vampire. Or maybe it's b/c when I do get to hang out with people they like to do it late.
I dunno.
And now I'm lonely. Normal people are in bed now. |
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| I have so much to do, and nothing to do at the same time. |
[Jan. 2., 2010|02:55 am] |
| [ | Aktuelle Stimmung |
| | tired | ] | I'm tired of my life being the way it is and feeling so stale. I want to move on but I'm finding that hard. I have so much self-improvement that needs to happen in so many areas that I'm just.....overwhelmed.
When I'm overwhelmed I tend to just do nothing. |
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| (kein Betreff) |
[Jan. 1., 2010|01:48 pm] |
| [ | Aktuelle Stimmung |
| | lonely | ] | I feel like almost all of my friends have left here for MySpace or Facebook. Should I do the same? I really don't want to....but I don't know where anyone is anymore. I miss everyone!
Happy New Year! |
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| (kein Betreff) |
[Dez. 30., 2009|04:47 pm] |
| [ | Aktuelle Stimmung |
| | sad | ] | Sometimes I feel like I just have to keep reminding myself over and over again that it isn't because I wasn't good enough. |
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